Angry

Have you ever getting angry in a sad feeling because you're? You! Tonight, I do. So many people makes me angry today. And its even bad when my moodbstr is not being there for me. Because she's too busy to care about me. I just walking a day alone. I missed her. But I can't do anything. Nevermind. I'm fine. But when she's not around why I can't handle my emotional. I said a bad words for million times. She just call me, and we talk for a while. To be honest I wanna tell her that I really angry about a few of people in a day. But from her words, she act like she don't wanna hear anything for me. I know that shit! Then I just hurt my hand because I wanna handle my emotional. I don't want to makes she listen a bad words for me and the only thing I can do is hurting myself to handle my emotional. I hate the bloods of my hand. My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing. I just want someone who wanna listen my pain rn. But I know I can't. Good night. Have a sweet dream :)