Hello sweetheart, kamusta christmas mo? So cute? ;)
Haha, do you know how long it’s taking me to write this? I’ve probably written, read, and deleted my words so many times. It’s taken almost two days to write. But here it goes.
Well my dear sweetheart, I can’t say that we’ve known each other for sooo long, but I can definitely say that I trust you as if I knew you for years. I can count on you whenever I’m sad, angry, or in need of somebody to talk. Hmmm what can I say about you and us? When we first met in my concert, I didn’t think much of it.
I thought y'all would walk away after learning about my fucked-up past. I was almost sure it wouldn’t work out. I never knew, never thought it would be like this, me needing y'all so much. I never thought y'all would be the first thing I thought about in the morning hehe ;;) The last thing I thought about before I went to bed. It took a very short time for me to fall for you all. It scared me. It terrified me. I never thought that I would ever leave myself vulnerable to someone, to give them such power over me. I never thought it was possible. Nonetheless, I did. Y'all gave me everything. I gave in to loving you all. It’s impossible to articulate how much I love you. It’s impossible to even touch on the subject. I love you sweetheart with every inhale, exhale, and step that I take. Even though everyone around me tried to talk me out of loving you all, I know I couldn’t. I know that they didn’t understand that this is one in a million. I know they’ve never felt what we do. Just because we’re so young doesn’t mean we are incapable of being in love. This, US, we are living, breathing, loving, examples. I don’t care what people
may think about us, because I know what I feel. And i know this is real. And whatever happens in the end; I will forever love you my sweetheart. No matter what. I will forever love you the same way I do now. I’m in love with you, and for once, I’m happy. So, thank you. Thank you for loving me and making me feel gwapo every day. Thank you for listening to me. You mean so much to me. You are understanding when I make no sense, forgiving when I make mistakes, and patient when I don’t deserve it. You all always there to steady me when I fear that I’m falling. I’m a tough person to be with but you seem to be able to handle me and that’s amazing to me because not a lot of people can. You can’t begin to comprehend how grateful I am for that. I just want you to know that no matter how anybody else sees you, to me you are precious and importantand worth so, so much. I love love love love love you sweetheart! ;)
